It’s Been Awhile

It’s been awhile since I have written anything publicly.

I spent a lot of time in my past beating myself up because I start and stop things frequently.

I spent a lot of time in my past wondering how my life would be different if I could be different. If I could see things through better. If I could consistently hold every good habit I have instead of the back and forth- on and off flow.

But this time, I intentionally took time off.

I didn’t stop creating.

I didn’t stop my life.

And

I didn’t beat myself up.

Allowing myself the space to be completely me and take time off from anything that I need in order to process and evolve has been a rebirth.

I feel brand new.

And now – when I find myself looking back, I can see all the times that I honored this.

All of the times that I allowed myself to completely be myself.

It was always there- I just couldn’t always see it.

My attention often flowed to the wrong perspective.

That is okay. It’s all okay because I am here now.

Everything comes together as it should.

And when it does- you can see all the things that were always there.

When you can see what was always there- you see the entire story differently- more beautifully.

The hurt starts to fade away.

The healing comes more easily, as does the letting go.

It’s all within.