Hello 2025

It’s a brand new year. 

The clarity that comes with a new year is so beautiful. It inspires me, challenges me and changes me in the best ways. 

Everything truly is what you make of it. How you think about it, how you feel- it all comes to life. 

This year is all about creating alignment with my energy and my dreams. This year I dive deeper into my awareness around what I am truly giving my energy to. 

I was listening to a bedtime manifestation meditation video and it was all about drawing in the feeling that what you desire has already come true.
I was shocked at how difficult it was for me to do that. 

I could think about it, but I couldn’t feel it. 

I didn’t believe that it could come true for me. 

Anytime I can’t pull the feeling I am looking for, it is because I am not in alignment with it. 

Something is holding me back. 

Instead of being frustrated or shutting down and creating the feeling of more disbelief, I face it head on. 

Why don’t I believe that this can come true for me? 

I think about how far I have come.

All the things that I have accomplished. 

Just how different this life that I am building truly is. 

Why does it seem so impossible when I have been working so hard for so many years?

Shouldn’t it seem closer than ever? 

When I break it all down- it does seem silly to think that it won’t happen. 

Of course it can happen for me. 

All I do is this. In fact, I should be closer than ever! 

I start to feel a little hint of something within, so I dive deeper. 

I remember why I do what I do. I remember why I am dreaming these dreams.

I am building something beautiful to connect others that have struggled in similar ways. All of the times I’ve felt defeated, unseen, unheard, unloved, alone, afraid, drained, heartbroken, hopeless, lost… so much time spent being stuck in these loops. I knew them too well. I knew that I wasn’t the only one going through this, and I didn’t want anyone to feel like I did. 

I started searching for a way through because if I could make it to the other side, I could show others another way through. 

That started a fire in my soul. 

I wanted to create a world where nobody feels alone. I want to be what I needed in all of those moments. I wanted to create a world full of love and freedom to truly be yourself. A world without judgements and all this meanness that comes with it. Maybe I can’t change the whole world- but I have been helping people heal. 

I see it all the time. I see the breakdowns that lead to breakthroughs. I see the fundamental shifts big and small. I see people learning- becoming more aware- and facing themselves head on. 

I see them giving themselves what they have always needed. 

I see them coming home to themselves. 

I have done this. 

Over and over and over again. 

Why does it seem so unbelievable when I am so clearly living my dreams?  

Everything I do is love. 

Everything I do is for hope. 

Everything I do is to heal. 

Of course it can all happen for me. It already is.  

And it can happen for all of us. 

My background was running thoughts and feelings of failure – of fear- of doubt- without me even realizing it. 

But now that I can see it- I can be present in my reality. 

I remind myself why I started all of this. Writing books, blogging, coaching, posting- podcasting – all of it.  

I remind myself of beautiful moments with incredible and all of the moments full of healing. I remember the miracles that I have witnessed. I remember all the things that set my soul on fire- the things that make it impossible for me to quit this journey that I am on. 

I think about how much I love what I do. 

I think about why I love it. 

I think about the people that have trusted me with their stories, with their pain, with their fears. I think about the moments they let it all out with me. I feel the love, and honor pouring out of me as I think about these moments of letting go. 

I have already done more than I could have dreamed before I started this path. 

Building this life has been such an adventure and what if this is only the beginning? 

With this line of thinking- all of the feelings that I was looking for flow in freely. 

I lean into trust. 

I remember that it has always worked out- even when I didn’t think it was going to, it all came back around.
The darkest days still had slivers of light. 

Everything always changes. 

“Nothing is permanent in this wicked world, not even our troubles.” 

One of my favorite quotes. 

I trust that I will have all the tools I need when I need them. 

I trust that panic and worry are not necessary. 

I trust that I am enough. 

In a world so focused on fighting for what you want, it’s important to remember that some things don’t require a fight. 

If you get caught in a wave, you relax. 

Resisting will drown you. 

I fought for a lifetime and it got me more war. 

Now I’m looking for organic, natural, and peaceful places. 

I am searching for the moments of resistance and I am leaning into them instead of fighting. Letting the resistance challenge my awareness more deeply instead of trying to force my way through. 

I am learning to greet the resistance and breathe. 

Relax. 

No fighting.
No forcing. 

I watch. 

I listen. 

I breathe. 

I find my way through my fear and turn it into trust. 

Trust within. 

Trust in the world. 

Trust that it will all be as it should, and even when it doesn’t make sense in the moment, I will find what I need as I bring the emotions to the surface and set them free. 

Life is truly what you make it and this year I am making it even more me. 

*** I hope this helps you lean in and enjoy the process of learning yourself more deeply. I hope this leads you to loving yourself and seeing yourself more freely. I hope that this helps you start to release yourself from your own loops that you feel stuck in. I hope this helps you find more you. Remember, you are not the first and you are not the last to feel the way you do. Every single story has something beautiful within them. Search for the good. Let it change your life.

And if ever you need a little love- you can always find it here.***